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tireeeeeeeeeeeeed.... juss got home from skoo.. i ate.. n now i neeed to start workin on my hw but im chillin out fo a little bit so i decided tooo update dis shiznit.. uuhh.. skool was AITE.. time flew by .. my furst per was changed, i had PRE-CAL regular, but i wanted HONORS, it ends up that like 5 or so (the smart people haha) in precal was moved up to AP CAL!!! damnn.. hella craaaazy.. i DUNNO if i can handle it or wuteva.. damn.. iono .. they were reviewing today things that THEY LEARNED FROM PRE-CAL.. which we didnt kno, but i picked it up pretty quik.. blahblah.. 2nd , 3rd, then came 4th period.. then lunch.. i was working on the KEY CLUB agenda during 1-4th per cuz i wuz hekka worn out yesterday n i dropped dead asleep yesterday.. so gyea.. i made da agenda, n den POCKET did me a big favor, damn she's nice.. she made me copies in salazar's office up front.. i wuz like dammnn wut a nice person :).. aha i owe her one.. but gyea i ran da meeting.. there's MORE MEMBERS than i thought i'd get.. not too much .. about 30 or so.. not too shabby for my first year eh? .. so i ran the meeting, informed the new members bout keyclub etc etc.. it was over.. blah blah.. 5th, 6th.. n NOW im at homeee.. im bouta go to WORK at 6.. i work 6-10PM today.. n then i have to come home and FINISH MY HOMEWORK.. but yeah.. INSANE life eh? oh well... i gots to try.. aite imma go start da hw.. late

blah blah blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.... damnnnn u guys kno WUT.. u knoooo WUT........ i got into a car accident YESTERDAY.. ahh hella crazy.. lemme tell u all bout it... i'll call this.. "the run for tacooos accident" so gyea me n xayaphet whurr goin to work, n my pops wuz drivin.. n blah blah.. we left @ 10.. n den when we ENTERED manteca... and it was a GREEN LIGHT.. n we passed the cross walk (the white line) like almost all the way and then this DUMBASS CAR.. turns RIGHT IN FRONT OF US.. to the FARTHEST LEFT HAND LANE.. n den my pops couldnt stop in time, he slammed on he BRAKES.. n damn my neck almost fuckin popped off my head.. it snapped hella quick.. n we ended up bumpin da side of the car.. n then my dad was all yellin.. 'JASON.. WRITE DOWN HIS LICENSE PLATE!! JASON!! WRITE IT DOWN!!'.. n i was like ok ok.. i glanced around for a sec, no pen.. so i juss got my camera phone n zoomed in on the license plate n took like 2-3 pics.. got it clearly.. but he ended up pulling over... so gyea.. he was a fat arabian man.. hmm.. he was pretty calm about it.. but he kept on saying.. 'omg .. u want me to pay for it, u dont have to call the cops'.. n we were like 'uhh.. we'll see..' .. and my dad FORGOT HIS LICENSE.. IN THE OTHER CAR.. and my MOM TOOK THAT CAR TO THE STORE.. n so we were trying to reach her EVERY WHERE.. she didnt have a cell wit hurr.. so we had to STALL time.. ohhh man.. that was crazy.. cuz if we had called the cops, n my pops wuz drivin w/o a license, we coulda got into sum trouble.. but gyea so we stalled time.. n then that arabian's man's SON came.. ooooh that nikka is a FAGGET.. he was tryna start shit.. so gyea he came up to me .. n he was like.. what r we waiting for?.. n i wuz like.. we're waiting for my uncle cuz we need to discuss something.. n then he got all nosy n shit.. 'who's ur uncle? what does he have to do with this? why are u guys taking so long?'.. n this dude was like 20 sumthin.. n i wuz like.. 'why dont u juss step over there.. n juss calm urself down.. n stop askin question, its none of ur business'. n then he got all PISSED.. haha that was hilarious.. he POINTED at me.. n said.. 'u kno wut. i dont need this from u.. YOU needa calm down..' .. n my dad was bouta BEAT DOWN THAT FOO.. i was ready to fuckin drop kick his ass too.. lucky his dad calmed his ass down.. me n my pops woulda FUCKED THAT BITCH UP... my dad was like.. 'u dont want to start anything do u.. u dont want trouble..' he was ready to beat his ass haha.. damn .. that's when im proud that he's my pops.. but gyea.. when we got errthang we needed.. called the po-po (cops) LOL.. n gyea.. n den.. i told him the whole situation, and everything that happened, it was me, my dad, and that arabian man talkin to the cops.. n then the arabian dude tried to LIE.. he was like.. i TURNED INTO THE FAR RIGHT LANE, NOT THE LEFT.. n then my dad was like.. 'BULL SHIT, U LIAR'.. n then i was like.. dad.. dont say that.. u gotta act professional when u speakin to da po-po.. but i told him that in laos.. so he let me do all the talkin.. blah blah.. i explained everything.. and how it wouldnt be LOGICAL if he said he turned into the RIGHT LANE.. when we bumped da RIGHT SIDE OF HIS CAR.. n so.. it doesnt work out.. n the cop was smarter than that.. shit.. if the cop woulda believed that guy, i woulda took his ass to court.. but anyways.. the cop figured it out ... n he told that arabian man not to lie his way out of situations like these.. he said he was lucky he wasnt given a ciation.. blah blah.. so gyea.. i ended up not goin to work.. came home.. went to go buy skoo clooothes.. blah blah.. spent like 250 only.. needa save up da rest.. blah blaaaaaaaaah... went n got my ear pierced.. ahh damn dat shit wuz crazy.. kinna hurted.. but it wuz aite. pierced only my left cuz gyea.. too many people pierce both of da ears.. finish secret sharer that night.. blah blah.. slept.. today.... blah blah.. went to skool.. FUCK.. they only gave me 3 FUCKIN HONOR CLASSES.. WUUUUUUUUT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.. when i talked to my counselor, he said he'd only drop CHEM HONORS, and i didnt really want to drop that.. cuz gyea.. i wanted as many honor classes as possible, but i guess it'd be OKAY since i need some LEADERSHIP skills and need for it to show on my TRANSCRIPT.. so yeah... i was thinking ahead.. but DAMN.. they dropped PRE-CAL HONORS AND CHEM HONORS.. i wuz hella pissed.. but gyea i needa change it.. i needa work it out somehow.. i might even take some AP classes.. just so i can get 5 classes that gives 5 points for an A... i NEED TO MAKE THE TOP 5 THIS YEAR.. I NEED TO.. that's one of my BIGGEST GOALS THIS YEAR.. besides trying my best to be a GREAT key club pres and '06 pres.. but i HAVE TO MAKE TOP 5, (only made top 8 last year =/. but i moved up).. so yeah.. blah blah.. my classes were boring.. imma be spending most of my lunch time.. either workin @ da student store, RUNNING MEETINGS, attending other meetings, just doin erronds (cant spell) .. blah blaaaaah came home.. rested.. needa shower rite now n do all my hw.. n FIX MY FUCKIN PRINTER.. WTH.. i sweaaaaaaar.. lasjdflkjj.. there is ALWAYS SOEMTHING WRONG .. BLAH... laaaaaaturrz

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAH-YYYUUUUUUUUUH!!! lets CELEBRATE.. cuz i juss finished ... t h e E I G H T ! ! ! ! whooooooo hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! damn im hella relieved, well.. kinna sorta.. FUCK.. im hella TIRED THO.. whoo weee.. im bouta drop dead asleeeep RITE NOW.. but i decided to put dis down sumwhurr juss fo the hell of it.. n plus im HAPPY WHOO HOOO .. FINISHED THAT UGLY 598 PAGE BOOK... ya ya ya.. hahah.. ok so gyea.. wow its .. 1:13 AM right now.. uhm.. i woke TODAY.. the 20TH @ 11.. so i have to go to sleeeep sooon.. n blah blah.. im juss glad i FINISHED THE BOOK!!! i read 1 5 0 PAGES TODAY!! came home.. slept for an hr.. n den showered, ate , and started readin around 7:30 or 8.. and then read until.. 1 AM.. so that's 5 HOURS STRAIGHT.. whoo weee.. so lemme make a little plan fo da next few daaays before skool.. 8/20 (today)- work 11-7, come back home, START ON QUOTES RIGHT AWAY, waste NO TIME!!! sleep around 1-2, HOPEFULLY be close to finishing.... 8/21 - work, 10-6.. come back home.. FINISH UP QUOTES IF NOT DONE.. and then START reading the next book, THE SECRET SHARER, finish THAT BOOK that day.. n get sum rest for the next day... 8/22 - work, 10-6, COME HOME, FINISH EVERYTHING!!!!! do the responses to SECRET SHARER, and juss LOOK OVER EVERYTHING, OH SHIT!! MY PRINTER!! i think i needa buy a new printer or sumthin.. but gyea FINISH ERRTHANG!!!... get rdy fo skooooool.. NOOOOOOOO :( 8/23 - get rdy to commit suicide.. i joke :) BLAH SKOOL!! :( aite im out.. laturrzzzzZzzzzzZzzZZZzzz .....

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah................................................... wow.. im feelin weird today.. in a good/bad mood.. dunno why.. BLAH.. nv, its a BLAAAAAAAH mood.. but gyea uhmm.. wuts happened da past couple of days?? uhhh.. yesturrday.. i got a new cell phone, and i also got my BRO one... damn aint i nice??? i bought da phone for myself n him... i spent like almost 400... all my own money.. hard work.. blah blah.. n he didnt even say thx or nuttin.. wutever.. its VERIZON.. so if u guys r on da IN network, hit me up! if not, call after 9 ;P unless its an EMERGENCY.. blah blah.. got a small samsung flip camera phone.. i like it.. its small n nice.. blah blaaah.. i went home pretty late.. cuz we went to buy groceries n shit too .. wutever.. god i hate goin to places wit my mom.. takes FOR EVER... i swear, i think she juss falls asleep while shoppin for groceries.. take hours.. but gyea dat was yesterday... uhmm today.. went to work.. as always.. uhh.. sunshine aka sunny picked me up.. i got HER the JOB.. im too nice.. but gyea.. hopefully PEOPLE will see how much i help them.. blah blah.. we went to workkk.. she's hella lucccky.. got a lexus n stuff.. have it all made fo hurr.. but gyeaaa.. i have to work for my car.. *SIGH*.. but gyea.. we got there @ 10, and again, i have to train the new people.. BLAH.. well id ont really mind, but then gyea .. i do get kinna tired of trainin all da rookies.. n im sorta a rookie myself.. but gyea wutever.. i trained her, and valerie.. she got it down pretty good.. i juss hate it when da rookies mess up, cuz den I get yelled at.. not them.. blaah but wuteva... da day was over.. went home.. hum called my cell.. n den i went to see wuts up.. dey wanted to go to da mall n crap, i wuznt really in da mood, but since i didnt go out in a while.. i decided to go.. wuteva.. uhm.. ended up not really buyin anythin.. went to hoa viet, ate thurr.. had sum THAI TEA.. n ate sum pho, dats da stuff rite thurr.. but gyea.. da thai tea wasnt THAT good, so i wuz kinna mad, but it wuz good enough i guess... blah blah blah.. im at home.. tired.. i needa start reading, dunn really have any motivation.. too many things goin on.. errthang crassshin downnnnnnn .. too many thoughts runnin thru my mind.. i DONT KNO.. family's been stressin lately.. iono.. its always been this way i guess... parents gettin on my nerves... they expect too much of me, but when i reach those standards, its STILL not enough.. anything i do isnt enough for them.. BLAH.. fukkin tired of that BS.. they juss cant accept me fo how i am.. fuckin pisses me off.. every FUCKIN little thing i do, they always have to find a way to bring me down.. sigh.. i dunno how i can take all dis bs.. like today, i told my pops i was goin out.. n he says.. 'u always go out, why dont u ever stay home, alllways tryna spend money'.. blah blah.. went on and on.. i wuz like WWWWWWDF.. i HARDLY EVER go out since i got my job.. i've been workin, workin , workin.. n i NEVER used any money from da CHECKS until i got my cell.. im actually tryin to save up.. i dont kno.. I SWEAR.. fuckin no one appreciates WTF i do for them now-a-days.. n im seeing more of that EVERY DAY.. not to mention any names.. but gyea.. i think i do too much for other people.. that i dont do much for myself.. n i dunno.. wuteva.. im juss straight trippin` today.. skoo is startin soon, still didnt finish my summer reading, not even half way.. n i have a few days left.. BLAH.. no motivation.. too many distractions.. never in a good mood.. i hope im not like dis during da skool year... i think imma isolate myself n be a loner.. mayb not.. but i hope ill get thru.. those kinna thoughts r also runnin thru my head.. blaaaah... again i say.. 'i dunno......'